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its one of those days where i feel crappy.i’ve cried my hearts out n got my eyes all swollen.i sit and ask myself again n again,why did god put me thru this?i’ve been handling it well all along….yes i did.but it’s been 6 long months.wad good did i get?besides being a better muslim,i dun tink i gained anything else.in fact i started depending on the bf for money,not able to support myself and the family….not able to do those things that i usually do.do u know how much dat sucks?
n there are ppl who goes thru this pain only for a short period of time.WHY?i just feel its unfair.i know im not suppose to question god.i’ve refrained myself from doing so these whole 6 mths.because i still believe in god.but how long more can i go thru this?this pain is killing me softly.wad will happen to my faith and fate?as much as ppl can tell me or me trying to coax myself that god has better plans for me,how true will dat be?
i have honestly tried my very best to be a positive person thru out this phase.i never wanted to show ppl dat i am weak and dat i cannot pull thru.but now this strength is slowly crumbling.and wad will happen to me next?i have no idea.
i pray to god that he will end this misery for me soon.and i hope he hears my prayers.i need this…BADLY!
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