January 2010
3 posts
I feel so vulnerable nowadays.eversince that happened,i turned to be a person who is so not me.doesnt help that we do not spend proper time anymore.i so do not feel like a girlfriend too.
There’s something that has been bugging me.i knoe its not a healthy tot but it just seems like the right thing.siigghhss…is this bound to happen after years of relationship has began to lose...
honestly,it pains me to be treating u this way.i never asked for this.but u made me do it.
i want things to be back as normal but i dunno how to do it.i’m scared.really scared.and it sucks that i will cry whenever i tink or talk about it.
HELP?!
It’s funny how this heart works sometimes.even though 80% of it is filled with pain,the 20% that is made up of bits n pieces of tender loving care manages to overrule that particular pain.
Dear Allah,pls make me feel better.pls pull this pain away from me.for i cannot bring myself to go thru it every single day.it’s really a mental torture.